Well, it’s safe to say that since I didn’t weigh or measure myself at the start, I can’t produce numbers to back up the observation that I have not seen any results, weight-wise, from doing the Whole Life Challenge: performance level.
I have noticed that I am better in the gym. I'm pushing myself more these days. I even got my first pull-up (although I kipped) a few weeks ago. It wasn’t my
diet, but good coaching. I feel that when coach took away the option of banded
pull-ups, it made me have to stop being lazy and work that much harder; because when you have a
full class and only five sets of rings, your rounds or reps for time are affected by waiting your turn in scaling. But I digress ...
To be honest, I saw more results when I wasn’t counting
calories and omitting foods and just ate a sensible, well-rounded diet -which I had started months before the challenge. By the time
I had started on the WLC, I had lost a few pounds overall, some inches from my
hips and a cup size from my boobs. I measured that by the looseness of the
larger sized pants I had to buy and the gap in my bra around
each boob.
I also had more energy, didn’t feel tired all the time and
was ready for the 6 p.m. CrossFit class. I was so excited to start the WLC at
the performance level, because I wanted to see abs – on my body, not on someone
else’s.
It’s about the halfway point and here is where I’m at: I am
wishing for a devastating, kick-start-level, weight-loss inducing break-up so that I can get back
into my old clothes. I am completely serious.
Since I've been on the 'top-tier' level of the challenge, I
have not lost a single pound or inch and by the time gym class comes around, I
have no energy left. All I eat is chicken or fish, veggies and fruit; and I’ve
ingested enough water to sink the Titanic. Really, even with the two or three
times I ‘cheated’ and had something that wasn’t allowed on the plan, I thought
I would see mega results.
Mega.
But I haven’t. And I cut out ¾ of my grocery list for this (although I didn't save money because 'diet' foods cost more money); but I guess the bright side is I haven’t gained weight.
But I haven’t. And I cut out ¾ of my grocery list for this (although I didn't save money because 'diet' foods cost more money); but I guess the bright side is I haven’t gained weight.
I’ve seen everyone around me make progress and look better
and when I look in the mirror and see no change, it’s disheartening. I spent all this time being as diligent as I can, following
the rules and saying no to things I wanted to say yes to, to not see the
reward.
It pisses me off. However, even though I will probably not do
this again, I feel I’ve learned some things:
- Life is easier – and cheaper - when meals are pre-made. It cuts so much time out of my morning to have my lunch stacks prepped so all I have to do is toss them in a bag and go. I can stay in bed an extra half hour in the mornings.
- I don’t need coffee in the morning – with sweetener or without. But, I like coffee in the morning and my daughter bought me a Keurig, so I will have coffee every morning.
- There is so much about nutrition, supplements, vitamins, the digestive system and age that I never paid attention to before, and of which I am totally aware now. It’s been an enlightening and educating experience. But, it's not one I would feel I'm qualified to advise anyone on because I don't have a degree. What works for someone else may not work for me and vice versa.
- I’m not about the ‘diet’ life. I spent my entire life being on one diet or another, but I’ve never looked better or have been happier than when I was not counting calories or cutting entire food groups from my life. I work hard in the gym, and my reward should be more than a Paleo muffin.
- It’s not that hard to eat within the realm of health when I’m traveling or at work. It is, however, inconvenient and presumptuous to expect restaurants will cater to a specific diet if they are not prepared. Like, I’m not going to walk into a New York Pizza place and ask for a cauliflower crust, and then get all celebitchy when they don’t have it … I’ll just have the pizza.
- For all the whining I did, I can do what I set my mind to do – I’m as strong as I want to be. There are no excuses stronger than my willpower. And whatever I try to convince myself is a valid reason for ‘cheating’ on the way to my goals is just me being too lazy to do the work to get there.
- It's okay to be selfish and take care of myself.
- I'm the least happy when I'm constantly thinking about food, and since I've been on the WLC, all I think about is food and points.
It hasn’t all been super disappointing for me. The best part
is that I was doing it with the support of my gym mates and seeing them make
progress is inspiring. Plus, it’s always nice to diet with friends. There’s company
in the misery of not being able to eat that cupcake or lick that spoon of
icing. …
… or partake in that bottle - I mean cu- glass of wine …
While I’m not keen on the WLC from my own experience as far
as expectation versus reality, I will say it’s a good place to start for anyone
wanting to make a change. For me, making a lifestyle change sounds a lot like
being on a diet for the rest of my life. I'm about to turn 41 and there's nothing more depressing than looking ahead at 40+ more years of never eating another peanut butter and jelly sandwich again. And if I have to
be honest, nothing makes me happier than being able to eat food that tastes
good and doesn’t dent my bank account trying to eat like a caveman.
Because if processed food had been around back in those
days, I assure you, those cavemen would have been all over it – like I’m about
to be all over my Paleo lunch right now.