Really? Because if I was just single, I wouldn't have to worry about taking
care of anyone but myself ... Ignorant twats ...
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No one tells me who to vote for, that I can’t respect U.S.
history because it offends some people, and who I should like, dislike or
condemn based on a majority of the World Wide Web’s biased opinion. I like what
I like, I am who I am – and if there is anyone out there who doesn’t like it,
they can kiss my big, American-of-Italian-descent’s ass. (Apparently, it’s no longer okay to say
Italian-American and yes this is sarcasm.)
The latest struck a nerve with me as a parent – a single
parent. It’s a meme that was re-posted stating that if an unmarried parent receives
financial or parental aid raising a child or children, they are not a ‘single
parent,’ they are just single. Like, they totally took the parent part out of
that equation. How offensive this is to someone like me – a parent who is
single – to have their parental status undermined and redefined? And all
because someone(s) decided they were more of a single mom or dad because of
their situation – like not getting child support or having a co-parent so they
get breaks every other weekend.
For the record, I don’t receive child support and I don’t
consider the time my daughter is with her dad a ‘break.’ Parents don’t get
breaks. We are always moms and dads. Once we have kids, we aren’t just ‘single’
people because our lives are not our own anymore – we live for our kids. Everything
we do revolves around them – from our personal to our professional lives.
To the parents who do it all without any help or positive
influence from the other parent, kudos for being so strong and independent. All
the moms and dads who co-parent like the perfect, divorced (or just not
together) sitcom family, that’s equally as amazing – in fact, it’s ideal. But one situation does not make anyone a
better candidate for being able to call themselves a parent over the
other. Even in situations where the co-parenting isn’t amicable or evenly
split.
I AM NOT JUST SINGLE. I AM A PARENT.
Also, calling someone a parent who is single is the same as
calling them a single parent. Wanting to differentiate between someone who does
it alone and someone who gets ‘help,’ is just a cry for attention and
validation by one person for doing the work of two parents. While it is
admirable, parenting is not something you do for
recognition, you do it because you’re a f***ing parent. Which, coincidentally,
is the reason all of us parents do it.
Seriously, how in the actual f*** does anyone decide what
another’s parental status is based on things that are none of their business?
To be sure, this wasn’t a personal attack against me. It’s
something that came across my newsfeed –
a place I frequent less and less these days as it reminds me how out of touch
and impersonal life/lives have become with the Internet.
It also reminds me how much easier it has become for people
to assert (bully) – sometimes violently – their beliefs and ideals on everyone
else. How common it is to pass judgment, or call out a cause because it seems
more noteworthy over another … how controlling the Internet has become; and by
Internet, I mean the people. With the click of a button, anything can go viral,
affecting people’s personal lives, jobs, thoughts and emotions, as well as
ending lives – literally. Everyone wants to tell everyone else how and what to
think …
It’s not a safe place and I hope that one day, people will get bored with
life online and trying to control the planet through Facebook and Tumblr, so I
can go back to enjoying funny animal videos and watch food being made without feeling
anxious about what superficial, judgy message is going to cross my feed. Until
then:
Dear Internet,
I need you to stay out of my life, mind your business and
take care of yourself. Don’t tell me, my kid or my family and friends what and
how to think with your own narrow-minded, selfishly judgmental views. While you’re
busy judging, shaming and accusing, you’re missing out on the chance to better
enrich your life with some real world knowledge and compassion. You can’t tell
me I’m not a parent because I have an ex-husband who is a positive influence in
our daughter’s life any more than I can say you’re an asshole for thinking the
only single people with children allowed to call themselves parents are the
ones who have deadbeat baby daddies. Learn that redefining someone else’s
situation won’t make yours any better; however, it does reflect the kind of
person you are on the inside – bitter. Posting memes and quotes to define your
own life are welcome. Don’t assume to define my or anyone else’s life in a meme
or status to make yours seem more valid.
Sincerely,
A Single Mom